Manifesting: Demoralization to Freedom - My Story

Hello. My name is Joseph Alai. Welcome to my channel. And today my ten thousand subscriber special on my story. So first, I wanna start off by saying, thank you guys so much for subscribing to my channel. It's been such an awesome journey so far. It's been about two months and I went from zero till here. And it's seriously amazing how I got to this point because I didn't even wanna do a Youtube channel. But it was just a perfect manifestation and somehow it found me. So as I said before, I wanna tell you a little bit about my story. And the reason is is because I see a lot of comments that talk about how this just comes natural to me and how I'm just good at this and a lot of the people that I talked to a lot of my clients they think the same thing, but that really cannot be further from the truth. And So... Yeah. So, you know, I was born in New Jersey and I... Honestly, my life was kind of like a mixed bag of emotions. And I was not the happiest kid. And through my life, I you know, had a lot of a and bad things happen and but a lot of good things as well. But I basically a normal childhood. I... I... You know, I went to Catholic school for the first two years of my life. I... Nothing crazy. Never read the bible. Didn't... I mean, I believed in god just because of what I was told, but, you know, nothing special there. But, you know, as I grew older, you know, I always felt like I was different or that I didn't quite fit in or that there was something wrong, and I was really self centered. Just out of fear, right? Like, self centered fear worrying about what other people think about me worrying about what's gonna happen. My home life wasn't the best And so I just basically grew up m adapted to life. And I always felt extremely powerless. But yet, at the same time, I felt that there was life was meant for more than what I was experiencing or that you know, there was things in this world that I could be experiencing that I wasn't. And but as I grew older, my... you know, there was problems in my household and, my family got to vote my parents got divorced, and I was horribly depressed. Like, depression I suffered from when I was twelve years old up until years and years later. And, you know, during this time, like I mean, I I I remember when I was young. I was in the car. I was like a kid. Like, maybe five or six years old or something. And I was in the back seat And the first weird experience that I had was I was just sitting and thinking as a kid would do. And I thought a few words. And a few seconds later, the exact words were played back on the radio. And it was enough. It was like, shocking enough that I never forgot it. I had not experienced anything for years and years after, but I I never forgot that moment. And another time was when I was sixteen years old, I was at in high school. I lived in Pennsylvania for a little while. Before the parents divorce. And I got caught cheating on the test. Because that's what I did. I cheated. I I basically failed out in school I got caught, and the teacher brought me outside and, you know, in the hallway to talk to me. And when he was talking to me a very strange image popped into my head, something that I would never have thought. And then a second later, the teacher had said the exact image that was given to me. It was so strange again that I never forgot it. Is it was some type of weird psychic experience. And but like I said, nevertheless I had no control over this. It was just one of those random experiences some of us have had that we never forgot. But at that was the point after that, like, where my life kind of spiral downward. I got, you know, I was... Like I said, I was terribly depressed. I think, you know, I fell in love and and then I started basically using drugs and alcohol to escape my life, and that was a cycle that lasted for a very long time. I was completely out of touch with any spirituality whatsoever. And in fact I never really had any, I was extremely self centered and my life was just miserable and I basically didn't wanna live. And by the time I was twenty one years old. I was like full on addicted to drugs. I was going to rehab all the time I I remember the first time though that I went into rehab. They told me that you know, I needed to find a god and they told me that I needed to go to aa, which is how alcoholic anonymous. And I remember getting out and an old friend from high school randomly reached out to me, and he was involved in like, a church. And... But it was like, this small set of Christianity. And, like I said, I had knew nothing about it. I was just completely self centered and... But I knew like, I wanted to get better because it was like I was addicted for, like, eat for a couple of years, like, two years straight every single day. I did not draw silver breath. And so I figured okay. I'll just listen to these people. And so I I ended up studying the bible. That's where I started learning the hebrew Greek and he told me that miracles were possible. He said that now they're possible. It didn't just stop in the era of, you know, when the bible was written, which is what I was taught and what I thought. And so anyway, for some weird reason, I chose to believe him, I guess probably because I had nothing else going for me and that I needed something that was gonna help me. So I remember first getting into it. I I started getting this weird thought in the back of my mind, Like a non thought, like, an intuitive thought that would said that something big was gonna happen in the middle of the night. And for like, three days street, I had this this thought replaying in my mind over and over. And finally, one evening. It was probably three o'clock in the morning. It was... I was twenty two years old at this time. I woke up in the middle of the night just as I had like, this thought told me, and I said to myself in my mind in the name of Jesus Christ. Then as soon as the t. I don't know why was prompted to say that. By the way. It was just because I was in this church. I just started. It was a few weeks in And just as I finished the tea in Christ, there was an explosion boom inside of my in the front of my brain. Like thunder. Boom boom right here and it was like post standing, like, burning, like, electricity, and my whole grain was, like, vibrating. It was the the instant I finished the tea, like, Christ. Boom And that was my first miracle. That was my first miracle, and I had no idea what it was when it happened. And it took me years to figure out what it was, which I would later find out that it was the promise what neville that are talks I a promise, which is the revealing that there's that spirit inside of you. Like, the your your imagination is the creator of this world. So anyway, but that was not the the moment that everything turned around. I was still... I I relapse after that. And I had been in and out of rehab. I I went to about twenty of them. Like I was completely hopeless in a spare miserable I've seen a couple manifestations here and there. I remember one time I was... I forgot I was in college at the time. I forgot that I forgot to do my homework. And so I remember sitting there and praying that my my class would be canceled. And I remember walking up and it said last minute notice, the class was canceled. And I was like, what? Like you know, But at this time, I still thought that these were all coincidence. Now I did know for a fact that there was some creative power inside of me. And I just named it Jesus at the time because that's what I thought what what happened or whatever, but nevertheless, my miracles as what I called them at the time were sporadic. However, in reading the bible, I was reading the bible consistently because of that thing that happened, I... You know, in first Corinthians chapter twelve, it talks about the manifestations of the spirit which talks about miracles, healing, prophecy, and a number of other things. And so I believe this. I believed that I could do this because I... you know, sometimes, I would get answers to my prayers and I would receive things like this. I had you know, it but it was... The interesting thing was is that it was when I started in spirituality is when that thing happened. And it was exactly with the name of Jesus Christ, which is weird to... Which was weird to me. So anyway, years go by. Nothing changed too much. But since I have received that experience, I was obsessively researching on how to, like, system systematically this. I figured if this worked, it it had to work. Like, I had to figure out a way to to make it work. And I remember when I was... I think I was nine eighteen years old. This we're rewind a little bit back. I had stolen a book from Barnes noble and one of the topics in there was auto suggestion which is like, talking to yourself or, like, what, you know, some people say affirmations, some people say, enter conversations that's we never got talks about. And I knew that this stuff like oh, like, there was something drawing me to this stuff. And so I never forgot that. But I remember after I have received these miracles. I was on a quest to figure out, like I said, how to system this stuff So I read everything that I possibly possibly could. Now keep in mind during this time, I was unable to hold a job. I would... you know, I would get one and then I would relapse, and I would go to rehab, and then I would get out, and then I'm get arrested. And then I would do the same thing over for years and years and years. So I was completely powerless entirely over my life. But the thing was was that I knew that there was this power in me and I knew that miracles were real. So i my quest was obsessively to save my own life was to figure out how this worked. So that's what I did. Hundreds of books. Hundreds of lectures practicing obsessively all the time, starting to get better seeing miracle happened slowly, but surely over the course of years and years. And I started to connect the dots and realize that you know, at a certain point, my little brother had passed away. That was when I was twenty two years old, and I basically said you know, this whole god stuff is nonsense. Even though that event had happened to me, I said this scott stuff is nonsense. It's a bunch it's a joke and So I just was into, you know, like, abraham hicks and Pam G and Napoleon Hill and Joseph Murphy and you know, everyone else that you can possibly imagine obsessively reading, testing. And finding more and more that my results were coming to pass. I was seeing more and more, but, you know, I hadn't really gotten it down to a science. Anyway, a few years ago, I would... I had found neville got Right? He found me more less. Like, he appeared out in there. I been searching obsessively for the subconscious mind for years, but nevertheless I never found anything on him. Well, anyway, one day, I do, I found feeling as the secret. And and then I knew that that was the truth. Because it made perfect sense. The all those things that all those other teachers have told me like, you kinda put them together but corrected them in in the right manner? And some of the things I was doing wrong, which is, like, matching a third person. Yet not thinking from my desires not only imagining the end things like that. But anyway, once I found him, that was... It was, like, that was when I had another big mystical experience, which was which I'll get into in another video actually, because there's not too much time left. But I had found the truth so I thought and it actually brought it back to the bible when I realized that the bible that I had been reading. The way I've been reading it in was completely wrong. And... Yeah. So that's what I did and then my miracle started happening. More and more manifestation to the point where I just grew stronger and it's stronger in it. And you know, mind you, I've been obsessively trying to figure this out for years just to save my own life. And, you know, eventually, I you know, I I stumbled upon it the teaching by his and it talks about the promise. Right, which is when the spirit inside of you reveals itself to you. And proof to that they're that this thing does live inside of you that the power within you. It all just made sense, it all connected perfectly. And And so from then on, it's like, manifestation after station. Now I get, you know, thirty, forty manifestations every single day. You know, I'm teaching it to you guys. My life has been completely changed. And the thing i one thing I wanna point out is during this whole eat like, seven or so years that I been obsessively studying this stuff and trying to find the answers. I had no one at all to to talk to about this at all. I would talk to certain people they would shut me down. Talk to certain. People they would shut me down, but I had that experience Right? That's what kept me going. That that's what kept be going. And so I just kept going. But I also was imagine that I would have people to talk to about this. That was my core thing throughout the entire time I was studying this. Because I knew that it was real. I knew that it was working. I was seeing results everywhere. And I was like, how do people not know of this power. So anyway, I was able to use my power enough to get me out of that lifestyle and have, like, an abundant life. Like, all my dreams have come drew essentially, I have now a massive group of people, over ten thousand. Plus my Facebook group which has, like, forty five hundred people and all my friends in real life, they're all manifesting now talking about manifesting. They're all manifesting. So the point is is that coming from a place where I had nothing and I was miserable. I was gonna die. All my friends. Most of them have it didn't make it because they didn't... They were in the same lifestyle as me. Literally, most of them are not here anymore. So the power of imagination can take you out of the grip of anything. Like I said, my friends not here anymore. Why Am i here? And it's because I've used the power of my imagination. I know I've manifested myself out of that state into a different state. I used this power on everyone else. My life gets grander and grander and I try to just help everyone to tell you like, you literally can get out of depression addiction terrible terrible life conditions and put yourself into any place that you can simply imagine And the only thing you need to do is define what you want. Create a mental picture of it, feel what it would feel like if you were now that person, and then drop it. And then watch how the the world turned. Like I said, you know, I've had so many thousands of manifestations unfold. I can't really even count them anymore. I try to do the best that I can. But what you will find and I promise you this is that your imagination creates reality. Your subconscious mind is the thing which replicates into existence, anything impressed upon it and you can imagine anything that you want because all things exist now. You're not magnet tit things towards you. You're simply selecting a state inside of your imagination that already exists in this physical world. And by feeling it, a bridge unfold and brings you to the end. And that's just how it works. And that was what I searched so long to figure out. You know, like I said, after found that well everything changed I've... You know, i'm manifesting epic tremendous mystical experiences unfold. All things that in the beginning, I thought were nonsense and I had no power whatsoever to do this. But it was only through practice and persistence and that obsessive yearning for this. To come from the state where I was to this state, that's it was through sheer wheel and knowing and luckily, the the event that happened me that me in the game, that's why i persisted. So anyway, I I just wanna think those you have helped me out, like, Lila Veronica, Fond, and everyone else who's helped me to get from there to here and you know, many more subscribers. And I wanna say that I am doing a giveaway. 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